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« on: Jul 05, 2010 01:21 pm »

last night i was forced to accept something i'd been going through as a weakness- i am grateful for the recognition and am working on taking the next step- which isn't always easy, even if it sounds so

much of my reality has been based off fear
whether it be through conditioning or something on a subconscious level

its hard to speak of this because i do not understand
maybe weakness is not the right word... rather- i've accepted it as something that does not serve me well

i think much of society goes through similar- whether they be aware of it or not... living life to satisfy ones desires- caught up between what is created out of love- or created out of fear

or misunderstanding between two peoples- cultures- etc

war- why do we have war? what do we fight over?
where does the fear come from- is it instinctual self preservation- worry that "I" am in danger of whatever the situation?

there are many things accepted as norm in the world around me that leave me struggling internally- forced to face certain aspects of self- sometimes this is helpful as i am able to mold or redefine beliefs- other times i feel it is unnecessary and leaves me confused


i think that even these notions of 2012 and terrorist attacks are a way of increasing our fears. Often it helps to place ourselves in environments that increase our faith rather than our fears. It is possible to do this. That is a function of soul searching forum.

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