Message #10009

[guest66]

Thanks, squirrel.

I've already written a letter, and am about to embark on trying to get a handle on it from an intellectual point of view. I know I can't change it, but I'd like to finally try and understand it. Every time I tried to before  coincided with some period of time where she was in hospital, when we all thought that 'this' was on the cards...don't know why I wasn't better prepared for it in that sense.

Suppose ours is not to wonder why, but I still find myself there.

Casey