hi
lol
just confused here...
lately i think of something before it happens without having known what that something was or is until it happens
its very hard to explain and makes me question my sanity
for instance, i work at a restaurant now and can almost predict the customers thoughts without having to ask them anything(on rare occasions guest will say, 'you were reading my mind').
or like today to be more exact, i dropped a check at a guests' table and went to the restroom. while i was in the stall i envisioned the guest leaving cash on the table and walking out the restaurant. this made me think, "oh sh*t i better finish up here and swipe their card." thinking what i saw was wrong but just a way of reminding me that there were guest out there that needed service. by the time i got back, they were gone and there was the cash just as envisioned.
maybe it's repetition mixed with observation or noting any behavioral patterns of the guest
idkkk.... but then i get it outside of work, i'll think- maybe this person feels this way- maybe this person is thinking that(this person looks [ ] right now, this person feels [ ]- USUALLY their EYES and FACE speak more than the words coming out of their mouth)... maybe i need to say this, RIGHT NOW, for the sake of harmony as to balance the disgruntled thoughts between my peer and i.
many times acting on whim shows me, well this moment couldn't have been any more perfect- other times, wait i should have never of said that or thought this.
it's all very confusing and makes me wonder WHAT IT/THIS IS, if anything.
i used to meditate in the past as an attempt to better understand the psychic experience and although i started to experience an increase in synchronicity and other psychic abilities, i still never understood WHY this happens- WHAT is one to do- because it always seems like it's completely OUTSIDE of my control- so what's the point of receiving these visions and thoughts when, sometimes they're right- sometimes they're wrong
WTF is going on
thanks for any help
i WILL say most of this seems like observation. being able to feel or read anothers emotions has shown me sometimes it's necessary to speak up so as to clear or cut the confusion/doubt between another one might experience during a normal social outing. but other times.... just don't know
heh
ok thank you ! bye : )