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« on: Dec 18, 2011 04:06 am »

Sometimes u feel those from your past with keen awareness. U feel their pain, their suffering and their aloneness. U love them and would like to help, but there is very little u can do but pray for them and send healing rays of love in mind body and soul. We often estrange ourselves from others because of a stubborn will. Our values seem important to us though sometimes we cut off the nose to spite the face.

We all choose our path on our own and we can interfere with the free will of others if we get too involved. We must all live out the consequences of our actions. Yet love and saying that we care, praying for others and being in tune with the divine can alter and mitigate much suffering.

i care for u. Someone may hear this message and understand it. This is for u and me.

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« Reply #1 on: Feb 16, 2012 09:36 am »

It was nice of u to scrounge up an old picture of Surrender Kitty in a past incarnation.
At the time Surrender depended heavily on the protection of larger animals that took him under their wing.  Surrender continues to depend on those near and dear but has found that divine mother is the source of all grace and divine protection. It is true that Divine Mother makes up for the deficiencies of ourselves.

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« Reply #2 on: Feb 16, 2012 11:41 pm »

Your welcome SK...tis' better to dwell in ze trees than iz to travel az a turtle on land...splat! Wink Grin
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« Reply #3 on: Feb 17, 2012 10:13 am »

Your welcome SK...tis' better to dwell in ze trees than iz to travel az a turtle on land...splat! Wink Grin

When we r on the spiritual path our journey is hastened. We look at our character defects much closer and our perceived limitations-whether they b balance problems, slowness or making other mistakes over and over-they r presented to us so that we can work on them and improve. It is very challenging during these times and we often resort to various frantic activities that make us look like fools. Yet this to will pass. We just pick up the pieces and try again, Each time just a little bit better than the last. So u see we all have certain areas where we r slow at learning yet each of us is working at his or her own rate to make ourselves better spiritual beings.  Smiley No yes maybe  Huh?

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« Reply #4 on: Feb 18, 2012 10:00 am »

Your welcome SK...tis' better to dwell in ze trees than iz to travel az a turtle on land...splat! Wink Grin

If zee ziper is down zee life can be metaphor for zephyrs in zee open space.

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« Reply #5 on: Aug 05, 2014 11:32 am »

Steve, I too reasoned like you until I could see the malevolence in the eyes of my ex fiancee. I don't even have the time to pray for her, I must pray for myself first and family.

So, good riddance to it, the good time spent together was wasted time or maybe it was useful time then?  I don't know and I don't mind to know, it's the past, life flows, I have more immediate concerns, Amen to that.

i see what you are saying but I also believe that many miracles can happen in our lives and the lives of others we come into contact with. Many times our views with others seem insurmountable. Yet time often changes them and ourselves. It is possible to see things more clearer with time. It is possible to make friends of so called enemies. There was a reason we were brought together closely with others. Karma is not usually black and white. We have shared many experiences with those we have attraction/repulsion conditions. If we continue in dark feelings towards others we create more karma for ourselves.

Often there are turnarounds in our life if we are open to the possibility. When we have a true guru we find there is a purpose for everything and the ultimate end results of our encounters with others can have a profound change in our lives as well as theirs.
Reality has a surreal experience to those who do not see it so concrete but as waves of energy attracting and repulsing. As light awakening. As opportunities in the making...as a rewriting of our lives day by day.
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« Reply #6 on: Aug 05, 2014 11:12 pm »

Steve, again, I can grasp what you mean but right now my attitude is pragmatistic. I do not nurture ill feelings, I just don't mind.
If and when negative situation should occur, I may blame myself for lack of discrimination and learn from the lesson, hopefully.

I'm no more interested even in trying to figure out a possible former karmic link with other people or situations. This kind of reasoning may be tricky since the mind can make up its own logic framework, without any minimal proof of its veracity.

I regret right now I'm living into the present. I do not trust my mind. Besides, what to do of a karmic link with the past should we recognize it with some degree of certainty (which is Always subject to error)? Sever it? Reinforce it? There may be reasons to do either.

If God didn't give us the knowledge of our past, I sure cannot bypass God's will. This is my 'heretical' position right now.
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« Reply #7 on: Aug 06, 2014 01:12 am »

Steve, again, I can grasp what you mean but right now my attitude is pragmatistic. I do not nurture ill feelings, I just don't mind.
If and when negative situation should occur, I may blame myself for lack of discrimination and learn from the lesson, hopefully.

I'm no more interested even in trying to figure out a possible former karmic link with other people or situations. This kind of reasoning may be tricky since the mind can make up its own logic framework, without any minimal proof of its veracity.

I regret right now I'm living into the present. I do not trust my mind. Besides, what to do of a karmic link with the past should we recognize it with some degree of certainty (which is Always subject to error)? Sever it? Reinforce it? There may be reasons to do either.

If God didn't give us the knowledge of our past, I sure cannot bypass God's will. This is my 'heretical' position right now.

That is one explanation and Ofcourse there are others. One could say: i picked up an instrument but could not play it so therefore God did not intend it. Or I tried several months to meditate but met with frustration so apparently its God's will that I do not meditate. Also the mind fools itself regardless if we are talking about past lives or present situations. We are inundated with illusions... that's why we are seeking wisdom and meditating.

The key to meditation is awareness. That awareness takes place in as many different ways as there are people on this planet.
I remember your having a long thread on the third eye or Christ Conscious Center in a previous thread at another forum. There are many spiritual enthusiasts that would like to see the 'ajna' center but just because they can not does not mean God did not intend us to see it.

I have learned much from seeing my life through the past episodes I have had with those around me. We go on learning with a group of souls who are at a similar stage of understanding. We continue our lessons with them from life to life. Sometimes it becomes much more clear when 'Brite lights' from the past enter our life again. They may leave our lives as well but the encouraging element is that they will be replaced by more soul soldiers from the past and at some point they may decide to return. If not it is their loss not ours since we are fortunate to have such encounters and to work thru them.

By the way... i have this whim-presently just a whim-that you and I fought together in a previous life. Both of us have a strong value system and we are working together to sort it out and now we're again together supporting a cause.
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« Reply #8 on: Aug 06, 2014 08:56 pm »

It amazes me how people from the past come back in my life not only past lives but just the past of this life. It's quite interesting because the relationship you had with them at one time probably will never be quite the same as meeting them again and getting a perspective of what happened in the past. It just goes to show how every moment is so unique. Meeting up with friends you have not seen for sometime shows the work you have done with those individuals. The chemistry of the two of you and your efforts together brings you back together again. I've seen it happen many times.
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« Reply #9 on: Aug 07, 2014 01:26 am »

....'After that He went out and noticed a tax collector'.....
Jesus Calls Matthew.. think of it... if you were there when the lamb of God said two words: "Follow me" and Matthew left everything behind and went with him.

Think of it if you were there to see Amma say to an auditorium: "The GURU AND THE DISCIPLE ARE ONE" i was and felt the impact of those words and I could not contain the bliss of the meaning behind those words. Wherever I go after this life i will take that experience with me.

Think of it if you could remember-among the many foolish things we have done-some dream from youth of being somewhere beneath the ground and beng blessed by darshan from a great soul. i do....

If we could just remember some of the inspirational things that we have done. How they inspire us to go forward!





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