Yesterday I had the longest dejavu I've experienced in a while.
Usually, the dejavu is a brief moment in recognizing that I've been here in this moment before. Yesterday this feeling lasted for 3 minutes as I recognized it and then proceeded to walk along my route with a friend, everything I was witnessing had been witnessed before. It was very surreal.
You perplex me Eric you have these beautiful spiritual and psychic experiences but then you write things like this;
I'm not sure where to post this, I found a couple threads but I am getting tired and wanted to put this out there.
I think I lack the discipline. Then I try hard and end up becoming tired or disinterested in pursuing the practice, bored even. All these things leading me back to spiritual amnesia and back to craving the discipline I once exercised. I know life has ebb and flow and perhaps a reason to meditate is to lessen the extremes of these ups and downs and to keep ourselves from becoming forgetful of our greater desires.
How is it you would be disinterested or bored when given such wonderful experiences? You do not seem to see the connection between your practice and these episodes. While Other people sit by reading in envy you complain about being uninspired. Hmmmm