I agree with ya Steve and i feel the same way about friends!! I know all about others that keep taking and making it all about them too it's not right i feel we all should be helping each other along the way too! True friendship is hard to find i'm lucky i got a few real friends like that too! I am the most cautious person around after everything i been through on the internet it just made me stronger and i have a few i can just be myself with as well to me that is what the spiritual journey is all about is finding your true spiritual family!!
For me the spiritual journey is both inside and out. Great friends and lovers do not go away , when they leave , they fade away: much like a the beautiful memories of our lives. We are fortunate to have this relatively new way of attracting our spiritual family here on the internet.
i have no idea what happened to you on the internet but you are always welcome here and can be involved as
much as you choose. When you try to keep something alive you realize how important is the presence of
those who support your effort because so many people come and go. For some though it is the ability
to not let go of the life line we have known. You seem to recognize that what we are doing is important
to hold on to. There are a few dreams worth holding on to as long as we are here. Spiritual Portal is one of them
that Soul Searchers can come back to, even if they are not always with us. That is why it is important
to have a few searchlights here and always ready to show the way to the harbor home.
Jitendra