hi jitendra
this seems like a past life memory. if i'm not mistaken, you've already discovered your past life haven't you ? thanks for sharing openly, it can be a very emotional experience from what i'm reading.
Past life or past lives?
I am aware of several past lives with different degrees of clarity and understanding. I have lost alot of enthusiam in this area when someone who was at one time close wanted to still 'frame me' in a past life acting role. I have moved on. Sometimes people cast us in a role from the past and it becomes very limiting for relationships. I see this as a misuse of past life recognition. We can change from life to life or even dramatically in this life. Yet really, from my end, the emotion comes from taking the characters in this play and the films too seriously. They are meant for our entertainment not our torture. Besides; even though there are recurring themes, till we get it right; we are co-creators and can try it different by writing it different this time around.
....and you?
From an astrological perspective we have shared time in the past also. This should be more apparent as Pluto brings to light many hidden and forgotten connections for you Eric. The power of transformation will become more and more clear to you in the near future and for sometime ahead.
Doesn't it seem like our awareness of the past and future increase when we are making an effort at spiritual evolution? Certainly meditation and spiritual companionship help us peep in more and more reality expanding rooms.Time is only one more limiting feature of the movies played on earth. Space has been broken down quite abit in our lifetime yet we need to realize that we do not have to be caught up in the limitations of our generational thought...we have that higher recognition when we realize our purpose: to help others in their progress as others that are more developed than us are helping us.
Time and space are like school rooms we are consigned to for certain lessons. Occsasionally we look into other rooms where we have been or have yet to go. These are rooms of the past and future. There are also those among us who do not need to return to this school house. They have graduated and come for only one purpose : to help those struggling with lifes lessons.
And.... the end of this life is only a dot at the end of a sentence. There are many more sentences and paragraphs ahead. Will the story ever really finish?