Thank you Jitendra and SpiritImage for your replies.
The loss of love has been something which has challenged and guided me my whole life. Every person I've ever been close to, other than family, has stayed a time, exchanged beautiful, deep energies and ideas with me, and then left (usually the deeper and stronger the exchange the shorter the visit on the physical plane). Not having attachment or desire for their return is a deep lesson which I feel challenge me to the core of my being, since part of me doesn't want to let go and give up on fixing whatever caused the change from more to less spiritual interactions with the other. To truly Love them enough to go their own way, knowing I can no longer help them or they no long want my help (or to help me), the soul intersection has had it's time. The deeper Truth, Love and Light from this intersection continues to resonate within the body of my Soul which echoes in many ways. My Spirit wants this energy to be at peace and to be used for the prosperity of myself and others (like the totem of the Kingfisher).
The greatest feelings I've ever felt of Love I found in mysticism, meditation, and in spiritual and charitable groups. Due to a serious foot injury I've been unable to seek such groups for a while. I know I will be able to walk again and to meet more loving people to share Life and stories and Love with. I am generally a very social and loving person, so being alone, reflecting for so long has been a challenge for me, but it is all a beautiful lesson I think, to learn and to grow from! And, funnily, has brought new friends closer into my life as others have drifted away.
You write many wise words Steve. I've read other threads on here already where you have written things which resonate with me as true and helpful. I wish to raise my vibration to see these truths more often and not be caught in negative emotions of grief, resentment, jealousy, etc.
Thank you for creating a safe, sacred space on this website where I can write these things.
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Your thread continues to resonate with me also as it has a longing that is easy to relate to. I sincerely hope your foot injury brings you closer to us as I appreciate your thread and your coming here very much!
