I was persecuted twice in my life for protecting girls from actual rapists, or threatened twice, relative "persecution." Both girls did not "want my help" and never thanked me for even the sentiment, let alone the fact that I may have saved them both from totally unnecessary suffering.
Twice, I made an unexpected male friend who I had much in common with after a girl became uncharacteristically and shockingly cold and mean towards me.
One of those friends is about to call me, and the girl who invited me to visit her in LA 13 years ago is now deceased. The soul has left the body, which suffocated on vomit after drinking too much.
At the same time that I am in deep mourning for this awful loss (now), another friend I have rarely spoken deeply with is confessing to me his hatred of Humanity and how fed up he is with being treated poorly at his job as a barista at a downtown cafe. A lovely man, very talented musically and artistically and sweet to people and animals.
We are all "processing" the SELFISH EVIL out of the PLANETARY SOUL, maybe? Or maybe it is the Humanity Soul, but wouldn't this be a part of Earth? and the Solar System? then the Galaxy? Universe? Multiverse? ALL...
So, Life is fractal.
The one who is cold or cruel to you or another in this life is mirroring a destructive energy which is part of the Grand Cosmos. Perhaps LIGHT would never exist at all if not for DARKNESS to motivate it to be FILLED...
Gurdjieff said everything feeds on something less than itself. Most people are unknowingly food to the MOON, with their base emotional outbursts, sex, violence, etc. Gurdjieff said the ENLIGHTENED are WILLINGLY food for the SUN and THOSE CLOSE TO GOD. While the deeper essence or AWARENESS or COMMON PRESENCE continues to LIVE, the baser parts of even the ENLIGHTENED of Humans are devoured by the FORMS of those MORE AWARE BEINGS who live on the Sun and in further spheres of OUR COMMON UNIVERSE.
All we live is reflected in the macrocosm beyond us and in the microcosm within us.
RAPE, MURDER, INCEST and ANY CONSCIOUS HARM OF ANOTHER BEING is NOT OK
Of another HUMAN
Of ANY SPECIES
Of the PLANET!
Light and the Universal LOVE will continue to SHINE until it is spread deeper and further.... until DARKNESS' only refuge is in the most distant, minuscule, unimportant spheres of anything!
I have HOPE for LIFE!! I have hope for LIGHT and LOVE and TRUTH to continue to SHINE and FILL this world!!! To free MORE AND MORE LIFE of SUFFERING!!
The Buddah said "Life is suffering", but he also said "ONE LIFE".
If we are ONE LIFE, the more we LIVE this way, the Less Suffering anyONE feels! The Final moment of all Returning to a state of ONE, would just be the Suffering of the EGO which wishes to LIE.
maybe...
These fractal patterns over the decades of my life as a Human in Texas on Earth ca. 1983-2014 are a trip...