hi
steve!
have a look at my chart. I am not keeping well for last 2 yrs or so.
doctors still not able to diagnose. feeling quite depressed.
prabhat sinha.
ps: have an interesting read. hippocratus had said doctors without knowledge
of astrology is a fool.
You are having a very difficult time diagnosing because of the movement of Neptune thru your 6th house of health. You must recognize that at this time you may be getting the wrong diagnoses. Sometimes the drugs we are told to use may be counterproductive and we may even be poisoned in some incidents. We also must be careful about the diet we have chosen and make sure it is not damaging to our health.
It would b good if we all pray for your welfare and i would put my name on the SRF prayer circle as well as here so monks and nuns can pray for you also. The ways of spirit are often difficult to ascertain by the human intellect. The body often is a field to work out spirits concern. If you are a kriyaban i believe it is important to recognize that Babaji said we would never get more than we can handle. Depression to a spiritual devotee is often an indication that things are not working according to the way they should. We at times have the rug pulled from underneath us to show how vulnerable we really are.
i believe your honesty in the situation is very helpful. This is because many times people do not say what they mean or mean what they say. Yet if we are humble and truthful we often draw the helpful blessings to understand our condition. i believe that your feelings of depression are a result of seeing that the responsibilities and the way you have communicated your ideals and spirituality have not been what they have appeared to be. Sometimes we r involved with people and places that actually work counter to our true intentions and needs. We live in a world that becomes difficult to put in perspective with our inner needs.We have to face the fact that our ideals are not being satisfied sufficiently in our present environment.
