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Steve Hydonus
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« Reply #30 on: Feb 07, 2016 04:58 am »

Steve, you seem to be a highly sensitive and emotional person. Is that so?  Do you often find yourself having strong attachments towards others - people you don't really know, or in general?  If so, do you think that is because you are spiritually evolved?  I wrote 'oceans apart' because it is a vibe I get - somehow linked to communication styles. I never mentioned tidal waves. That came from elsewhere. If I were looking for a placid sea, I'd be floating in one!  Ha ha.  Outer life is messier than inner life.  Life is school.  Are you familiar with Gestalt's Prayer?  I first read it when I was a child.  Although I felt drawn to the gist, I never fully embraced it - because  it feels somehow apathetic.

I try to see people's unique beauty - truly.  Have lost friends and family and understand how we always see MORE how special each person was after they are dead.  Not just special to US, but really unique. I was trying to explain this to my husband a month or so ago.  I told him that whenever I really need to SEE people, I imagine them dead.  It's a pretty clarifying and positive habit, I think.  He thought I was being negative and morbid at the time, but I think he is starting to 'get it' a little.  He is a taurus.  Very earthy.

If you see something special in me, I thank you.  It is nice to feel recognized sometimes.  I see something special in you, too - in all people - and am still here.   Smiley

P.s. It seems we posted near the same time. I will go back and read your most recent post (above this) now.

Strong attachments to people i do not know.... i don't think so. U are not someone i do not know. U have always been familiar. i believe we have a lot evolvement going on here. There is a common effort to want to get to know one another better. Not attachment. So y would u ask if i have strong attachments to people i do not know? Why speak of this entity called Steve? He is just a energy in the force with all of u. Sensitive? i hope so. i would like to b sensitive towards others. Emotional? About somethings that i feel strongly about> Yes  Are attachment and spiritual evolvement being synonymous. i don't think so. Being kind to others and thinking of them...that is being spiritually evolved.

U may get that vibe--- oceans apart -- it is o.k. It is O.K. everything is o.k. our communication is one dimensional here. That is o.k. too --- If that is the way u like it.

U r not negative and morbid. Your husband does not understand. He is not ready. Soon we will all b gone. One by one. There is nothing to hang on to. Nothing will b left here Shannon. We can only enjoy now. What we have. What i have with u as we speak. It is all there is --- now. It is sufficient.
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