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« Reply #30 on: Feb 07, 2016 03:11 am »


I don't think I have any more baggage than you do! Lol. And I am fairly aware. Thanks for the reminder, though.   Smiley

i have been working on my baggage for sometime now. It needs to get much lighter! Remember this: i am the one that heard the story. These things we need stick in our memory for a reason.
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« Reply #31 on: Feb 07, 2016 03:14 am »

Lol.  Baggage is a funny word - it's the things we carry with us.  Everyone wants to travel light, but sometimes there is some good stuff in those bags! The trick is to leave behind that which no longer serves us.  Sometimes it is difficult to know what is what, but I think the good stuff feels lighter than the rest. It's a good clue.  Smiley
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« Reply #32 on: Feb 07, 2016 04:58 am »

Steve, you seem to be a highly sensitive and emotional person. Is that so?  Do you often find yourself having strong attachments towards others - people you don't really know, or in general?  If so, do you think that is because you are spiritually evolved?  I wrote 'oceans apart' because it is a vibe I get - somehow linked to communication styles. I never mentioned tidal waves. That came from elsewhere. If I were looking for a placid sea, I'd be floating in one!  Ha ha.  Outer life is messier than inner life.  Life is school.  Are you familiar with Gestalt's Prayer?  I first read it when I was a child.  Although I felt drawn to the gist, I never fully embraced it - because  it feels somehow apathetic.

I try to see people's unique beauty - truly.  Have lost friends and family and understand how we always see MORE how special each person was after they are dead.  Not just special to US, but really unique. I was trying to explain this to my husband a month or so ago.  I told him that whenever I really need to SEE people, I imagine them dead.  It's a pretty clarifying and positive habit, I think.  He thought I was being negative and morbid at the time, but I think he is starting to 'get it' a little.  He is a taurus.  Very earthy.

If you see something special in me, I thank you.  It is nice to feel recognized sometimes.  I see something special in you, too - in all people - and am still here.   Smiley

P.s. It seems we posted near the same time. I will go back and read your most recent post (above this) now.


Strong attachments to people i do not know.... i don't think so. U are not someone i do not know. U have always been familiar. i believe we have a lot evolvement going on here. There is a common effort to want to get to know one another better. Not attachment. So y would u ask if i have strong attachments to people i do not know? Why speak of this entity called Steve? He is just a energy in the force with all of u. Sensitive? i hope so. i would like to b sensitive towards others. Emotional? About somethings that i feel strongly about> Yes  Are attachment and spiritual evolvement being synonymous. i don't think so. Being kind to others and thinking of them...that is being spiritually evolved.

U may get that vibe--- oceans apart -- it is o.k. It is O.K. everything is o.k. our communication is one dimensional here. That is o.k. too --- If that is the way u like it.

U r not negative and morbid. Your husband does not understand. He is not ready. Soon we will all b gone. One by one. There is nothing to hang on to. Nothing will b left here Shannon. We can only enjoy now. What we have. What i have with u as we speak. It is all there is --- now. It is sufficient.
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If you see something special in me, I thank you.  It is nice to feel recognized sometimes.  I see something special in you, too - in all people - and am still here.   Smiley

Through the Force, things you will see. Other places. The future...the past. Old friends long gone.
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« Reply #34 on: Feb 14, 2016 01:18 pm »

Thanks Steve.  See, communication like this helps me to understand better, too. 

I am no expert, but it seems to me one of the main reasons we come to this beautiful planet is to understand ourselves better.  "Know thyself." It's one of the prime directives from God! To do this, we need contrast - other people; not so they can pass us their knowledge, but so we may learn who we are (and who we wish to become) for ourselves by way of contrast - through observation and comprehension.  Growth.  It has to come from deep inside - not outside.  By getting to know each other over time, we learn more about the other - but the real prize is we may see parts of ourselves we could not before. That is the beauty of relationships.  We are crystals shining God's light and love, but we are also mirrors reflecting the best and worst parts of those who observe us - and they reflect ours.  Does that make sense?  In this way, yeah - I am helping!  I help just by existing, getting out of bed each day - showing up - speaking up sometimes.  You are helping in this way, too.  That is oversimplifying, but sometimes you have to break things down to the tiniest thing to grasp what is really true and what is just window dressing.  So, when one sees relationships in this light - it isn't so much about e-mail vs the phone, or growing an internet community, or who gives  and who takes exactly what and when and why and what it all means and if it is perfectly balanced, etc.  I mean, those things are important - but it's more about the connection and vision.  If we can only connect with people who do very specific things, or who think in very specific ways, then we know we need to grow.  I suspect you are an open minded person.  I am, too.  We have that in common.  But there are oceans of differences beyond that.  If we can struggle through communication, we might grow.  As I've said before, only God can really know a person; but the rest of us can learn a lot from each other by accepting the fact that we don't know much. Lol. Also, asking questions and listening helps.  Being clear.  Okay, did any of that make sense?  Sorry it is so long - I had not the time to make it short. Finally, as I said, I am no expert.  This is where I am at currently in my thought process, all of it subject to change and/or totally erroneous.  Peace to you.  You have done a lovely thing by creating this space for people to come and share. You can be proud of it.  Smiley

Thank You

Really liked your reply! Yes it does make sense. In this post u mentioned that it helps to ask questions so here goes:  Is  everything o.k.?
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