This site seems to be wide open, which is why I post this stuff here instead of the other forum where it might be somewhat inappropriate.
Yes the other forum(s) seem to operate based on some universal opinion about what is appropriate for an internet message board. It's all very amusing really.
Back in the day there was not so much moderation on the old bulletin boards, I used to access using a 36K dial up modem. Then along came the foul mouths and the trolls, and then moderation became the norm. But that then led to abuse of the admin controls, being used in headstrong individual ways.
"I'm going to delete his post, I'm going to block his account, he will obey my rules, etc.," It's all very asinine IMO.
The interesting point is this: It can be very arbitrary with absolutely no explanation as it was in my case. The only reason i can tell u this is that i created this site. So i have come back from the dead to tell u all. Otherwise u would have never even known! My NDE was like a black out from a reality i once new. i was caught in a reality of wonderment and realized that is exactly what someone wanted. With this realization dawning on my consciousness came the awareness of the transparency of those i thought to be friends. The utter disregard for kindness. The naked truth that there r people who claim to have a spiritual site or r members of spiritual organizations who speak of spiritual aspirations who treat others as recyclable human tin cans. There r also those who have little regard for years of help they have received when going thru difficult situations. With this awareness comes a growing sense of gratefulness for what i have.
Given this account of my near death experience there r those who may say that my experience may not b true but based on a subjective account of reality. To this i would reply.... All i can tell you is what i have witnessed. That is communication was completely terminated with no explanation this is a fact. Had there been any explanation it could have been interpreted quite differently. From my own state of consciousness the private explanation of a persons actions seems appropriate in any long term association or friendship. But let us never be under the false illusion that others will treat us in like manner. We can learn from the mistakes of others and make sure that we ourselves do not treat people like strangers but rather souls who we will always welcome in our lives.