hi steve,
as a child i feel i was very open to, hard to explain realities. usually met with fear i believe these experiences toned down as i got older. later in life i'd try to open back up and again things would shut down if i don't push forward.
perhaps it isn't necessarily considered awakening too quickly but being provided a taste of something more. growing up i'm taught the universe provides and you aren't given more then what you can't handle. having a poor reaction to something doesn't mean you can't handle it i suppose. maybe it's just a way for the individual to recognize the greater reality and pursue on their own accord, in their own fashion. it is their journey after all
in the greater scheme of things there is a perfection to the unfolding of the individual
i could just be full of it IDK
u could b 'just full of it'
LOL i believe that some of us...myself and perhaps mccoy and si recognize that we r trapped in someone elses script. Playing out roles like u would see at a zoo.... and the kids laugh at the monkies. The entertainment just starts getting old after several thousand life times. Is that saying i can't handle it or i would rather not? Because the joke is on us.