Scott,
there's a special, delicate touch to your expression here and i am feeling the words you wrote. beautiful
peace my friend
Steve,
this story of boon boon is quite compelling... upon reading from hazarat inayat khan, he speaks of indifference- not in the sense you or i know it...
The Hindus call it Vairagya from which the term Vairagi has come. Vairagi means a person who has become indifferent; and yet indifference is not the word for it. It describes a person who has lost the value in his eyes of all that attracts the human being. It is no more attractive to him; it no more enslaves him. He may still be interested in all things of this life, but is not bound to them.
https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/I/I_II_9.htmPerhaps Amma is this angelic-man described by Inayat Khan... I will elaborate in a separate post.