I believe you are right Steve, there is magic to be had at these events. I hope to be of better service next time. I do plan to go again, I think it's important to tell the volunteers looking for workers No thank you if it's your first time- or to only help if you really want to help. Having gone on an empty stomach and little sleep(all my own decision) I was in no mental state to provide a loving service... Yet the service itself has many benefits no doubt. With proper rest and a balanced meal ahead of time I may be more inclined to try again
...It has given me a lot to think on.