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« on: Apr 07, 2018 11:00 pm »

You lead me to believe
After 5 years of saying your name
That when I said I love you
You must have felt the same

You made a song about me
Well it was really about you
Singing with pain in your heart
About things that werenít true

Now youíre gone and say you want to be friends
But ignore me at all cost cause you embarrassed, why pretend?
all those times you were wishin me well
Were just so you could feel good
But you know it didnít feel good
I became a chore after you victimized yourself
Sold on your lies and couldnít see what I knew,
kept making excuses like who am I to you?
No no, donít pretend weíre friends when I embarrass you
Just because I wished you peace and said that I loved you

I Never meant to crush your dreams
But you say Thatís how you felt when you were bored with me
Sacrificed my peace just to see you grow
But what do I know, itís my fault we canít be friends right?
Fuck it, if stressing you is all I do this shit was never for me
Say you donít want me, ďforever goneĒ
Never took a second to think your thinking was wrong
Baby donít pretend No more
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« Reply #1 on: Apr 09, 2018 10:56 am »

The mind is such a perplexing confusing situation to observe in others. But through those confusing patterns that emerge we begin to see the perplexity of our own thought patterns and much we ourselves have yet to clear to mirror the perfect awareness of spirit we seek. People often test our kindness Eric. When we give back kindness in all relationships we find in subtle ways God's grace working in our lives despite the unkindness dealt out to us. We may even be so fortunate to be able to see where we ourselves have caused others grief by our actions. If so we are more willing to take up the flag ship and do better with those who have shared with us.
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« Reply #2 on: Apr 17, 2018 06:00 am »

I have to agree this is a reflection of just one side of a story. I regret writing this with anger but at the time felt it to be therapeutic. Itís important though to tread carefully when expressing anger about those we care for.. so I will clarify something. Even though we didnít work as a couple I would never consider my ex as being someone to take advantage of me. Even though we are separate I still consider her my Heart. Her joy made me happy and when she was sad or scared I sympathized a great deal. Sometimes our hearts yearn to express themselves but we may be afraid for whatever reason. I was the one scared and held back but My Heart finally broke free with courage to expand and evolve/ to love others and to express itself wholly. Itís a blessing... and one day I will be reunited with my Heart. In whatever form that means.  Smiley
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« Reply #3 on: Apr 17, 2018 10:25 am »

Some people will never be able to accept us and the expression our grief and suffering has taken...but those who understand and have empathy will forgive our indiscretions realizing that these blunders were partially part of the learning process that every relationship produces...thus the purpose of such encounters. Let us just make sure that we too are capable of overlooking the intolerance that others have dealt out to us. Without your free catharsis here; this forum would hardly be what you have made it Eric...for that i am grateful.
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